I'm Not Here
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm so far from
where my path is gonna take me
I'll be smiling
but I don't mean it
I'll be laughing
but I don't feel it
I'm not here
My body breathes clear
My heart breaks down
My eyes 20/20 vision
water falls frrom my sight
I'll be dead
so you won't deal with me
I know you truley care
but you stand and do nothing
I know you love me
yet you abuse and beat me
I know you hug me goodnight
but you cut me and bruise me
fighting with no hesitation
I don't wanna play games
yet you get drunk and don't care
I want to dissapear
too difficult, too classic, to obvious
I'm fixes and healed
kill me, end my suffereing, please do something
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm not here
I'm long gone from home
and ready to DIE...
Yet I'm scared.