I'm Not a "Girl"
I'm not a "girl"
That's not my label
I'm my own label
I'm an antilogy
Go look it up
It's got everything to do with me
More than these premade labels you can Google on your phone
I'm a contradiction
Go get educated
I'm tiny on the outside
Vast from within
I'm determined and passionate
But I've got no time for nonsense
I'm logical
But make everything difficult
I've got big galaxy eyes
That see through the crap the world throws at me
I've got sharp elbows to jab at the people who tell me I can't
My sharp tongue keeps the bullies at bay
Like elephants, they flee from the tiniest mouse
Their useless insults buzz right past my ears
I've got this feature
It's called an imbecile blocker
I don't have any time for their words
Good thing I got this installed
It's made life so much easier
Who wants extra drama anyway?
I've got teeth and claws
To help me climb mountains
The kind that lead to a job and good future
Wheels won't take you up a steep hill
Stick arms are better to propel than rubber
Calloused artist's hands deflect sharp rocks
Strong nails dig into dirt without hesitation
The clay perfectly at home beneath them
Dirty hands are a sign of creativity and hard work
I've got cuts and bruises
More battle scars than the average teenager
I barely feel it when the Exacto-knife slices skin
So what if I bleed,
So long as it doesn't stain the paper
The wound will heal
The paper will turn brown
The red doesn't stain my pale skin
Days without seeing the sun makes no difference
I can run up four flights of stairs
Art supplies heaped onto my shoulders and back
Two times my weight doesn't keep me from bounding up each step
My knees bends and pop and I keep pushing
Just another hill to climb
Printmaking is just up ahead and I've got metal plates to grind
And woodblocks to print
No time to rest and take a breather
Who needs to breathe? Not me
Sewing needles everywhere
Pins piercing my sides
No tear escapes my eyes
I'm a hardened living dress form
Because stores don't make real ones in my size
My ribs serve as armor
Each one that protrudes from my skinny torso
My small frame requires little fabric to be fully clothed
Just one yard will suffice
Weeks and weeks of little to no sleep
I am an artist who only need inspiration, motivation and a creative mind
I am not a "girl"
I am a determined, passionate worker
Who creates beautiful things with my hands
I'm am not just tiny
I'm a surprising package with big things hiding inside
I've got big plans, big goals, and big ideas
And there's nothing that can hold me back