I'm the kind of girl

that takes her time in figuring out what I want.

I make sure it's what I really want.

But sometimes by the time I figure it out

it's too late.

The opportunity has passed

and there's nothing I can do.

That's what sucks.

I'm trying to get myself to figure out

what I want quicker,

but that's hard.

I question myself,

doubt myself.

It makes things hard..

Really all I can do is hope for the best.