I'm DONE!
Im Tired Of The Waiting , Tired Exhausted Emotionally Numb !
Of Getting This Hope High As A Kite
But The Reality Comes Kicks In
Melting My Heart
Into A Stone Who Turns Out To Be Soft Inside ! Im Tired Of Looking For Happiness!
That Im on the Pursuit of Happiness ?!
I need a break because this path Ain't easy and and time ain't stoping but my heart keeps beating ! & He keeps running but he stops for a min takes me high and kicks me down ! Feeling used by a broken man who is hard to deal but then he still lays down on my shoulder which turns to be his home for a min ! But he runs away like a rebel child that doest know what he wants! Clueless but with knowledge ! Is mind over matter or matter over mind ! He doesn't know where to go ! He knows better but yet dont know nothing !or Does he knows about broken hearts ! he did it , done it ! He wants to guide me while taking me with him ! He knows i belong to him ! But does he belong to me? would you stay here ! Or you just wanna be inside !
This uncontrollable unknown bond between us ! We both let go at some point but something keeps coming back for more but doesn't allow us to stay ! As much as we want to Hold ! Letting Go ? We could for years ! Later On The Spark Comes Back ! Its just like this poem which i don't know how to end but it has to end with happily ever after or a continues story !