If You Looked Me In The Eyes
Location
NYNY
NYNY
United States
37° 5' 24.864" N, 95° 42' 46.4076" W
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If you looked me in the eyes And stared for a while You could see my story
The pain The suffering The love The anguish The heartache
And If you listened for a while You could be able to hear the unheard The unspoken
The doubt The reason And Sometimes
people say the pain will go away
But in the end it never does It only hides, it only moves deeper into your heart
Making it harder to see, to realize that it exists But it strengthens, grows to be more intense, quicker to feel, easier for her heart to shatter to break
Easier for her to fall and to never rise again
And what can keep a person like that going We will never know, even she does not KNOW But she walks and she moves and she ducks and she covers and she waits and she cries and she screams
And she continues to love the people around her Who in a second will turn their back on her It's a cyle, its a lifestyle its the way of life IT IS LIFE It is lust Lies Tears
Hatred
Pain
It is love
And with love, a price
A piece if not whole, of your heart
To be given away
To never be seen again
It is DEPRESSION
Lurking, creeping, crawling
The shadow
Following you everywhere you go
The path you'll always see
ALWAYS follow
And we can never change what has already been done
We cannot change the path
We as people cannot change the way of life
It is the way
It is the light
The dark
The moon the stars
The sky the sun the rain the fall
The scraps the cuts the wounds
The burn, the fire
It is that buzzing sound that will never go away
That gnawing, the poking the pushing the shoving
The temptation
The hope
The hope that he will change for me
That she will change for me
That if they love me they'll fight for me
They'll stay
They'll beg and plead
Have mercy on me
And the games will be played
They will be played , and you will lose
And lose and lose and lose
Because that's all your good at ,
All youll ever be good at
There is no hope for you
So why have faith in something
That will never come
Give up Give up
Let this be over
Just let me win
Just let yourself lose
Once again , it won't make a difference
It won't hurt
Not too much anyways
I mean how badly can it hurt , you've been hurt before
This can't affect you
And even if it does I don't care
I don't know you they say
I don't need or want or care to know her or him or them
Or anyone because all I need is me
And with happiness comes a price
Life comes with a price
That's just how it is
That's just how LIFE IS
She is not immune to pain
She is not immune to love
She's just waiting for that day when she will win
When that cycle will be broken
When she can release all her pain
And That's the day when she can truly let go
And be HAPPY