If only you knew
I step in the room and your at my throat
It's only your's I want to choke
I'm stressed out but I don't shout
I go straight to my seat and not pout
Things running through my head not what you teach
I would go to church if I wanted to hear someone preach
Not enough sleep and I can't keep my head up
I don't wanna be hear you yell so just shut up
Get out of my face
I can think of somewhere better to be than this place
My mom is sick and my family members keep dyin'
Yet you don't see me sitting here cryin'
Then you find out and want to be sorry
I don't want to sit here and share this sad story
So instead I smirk and shrug like its nothing
teachers shaking me up I got to say something
The anger builds up and what comes out
A loud shaken outspoked shout
The last thing I want is some unneeded attention
So I'm sitting here in detention
Wishing someone would just listen
But instead I'm sent to ISS
I sit here looking around and thinking in suspence
If only you knew...
My daily life and all the bull crap I'm going through