If Only
I love you
Does that make two?
If so, please speak
My knees you make weak
The answer is no?
But, the places we’d go!
We could do so much
I had such a hunch.
Its not me, it’s you?
Can this be true?
The feelings I have
Are not mutual?
Is this just a joke?
Are you being cruel?
No, I will not cry.
Nor will I deny
That this sucks
Thanks so much
Really im fine
Oh, look at the time
Ive got to go
To… I don’t know
I just need to leave
So this awkward can breathe
Im right by the door
Don’t hug me anymore
Im fine, really
Youre being real girly
I dont like your tone
I want to be alone
Goodbye for now
Im off to have a cow
Leave me be
Seriously
I just need to cry
In peace and try
To find what I did wrong
And try to come out strong.