i.am.nothing

Sat, 10/12/2013 - 23:50 -- Red Ink

who am i?who am i in the inside? i look into my reflection, i see the pain in my heart. i see the tears in my eyes, the makeup running down my tear stained face. who am i? i hide behind my fake smile, but deep inside the pain is killing me. where did i g wrong. i can no longer feel. i want to be come more than a tear stained face. i want to be more but i can be anything, for i am nothing. i am nothing. nothing, thats what i am. deep in sode i want to be something. something more than a crying girl with a bad past. i dont want to be tired of life. i dont want to be scared of fear its self. my fears drag me down, they are drounding me in my sea of tears. for no one cares. for know one can see nothing, for that is what i am nothing. i pretend i might be somehting, but nothing cant be come something. for that is impossible. but nothing impossible, right. Wrong, i am alwas wrong never to be right. im stupid. me im stupid. i am a stupid noting. yep thats me a stupid nothing, full of fear and to shy to be anything imporant. so now im a uninporant, stupid, fearfull nothing. me. im. nothing. never to be anything. anything imporant. why cant i be imporant or smart. oh ya i for got im me. im. nothing.inside and out. i. am. nothing. you could say im nothingness its self. yap thats me nothing. me, yes me, i am nothing. in my reflection. i see nothing. because i am nothing. its hard to understant how much i feel like nothing. nothing. nothing. nothing, trying to become something. impossable. I.AM.NOTHING. *sigh* nothing

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