I tried tried to get what you wanted. But i'm sorry. I'm tired of you giving me orders tired of trying to live up to your expectations I tried I can't can't you see? You make me do everything you make me do bad things I tried. you pressure me too much. why are you making me do this What has gotten into your head. Leave me alone Stop. Me as your child what did i ever do to you. You started doing this to me since i was a little kid. I wish I was never born I wish you were dead. Even if you're my Mom you have no right to do this to me nobody ever did. If you're not committed to being a parent than why are you here. Because you want to torcher kids?