I hate you for making me feel worthless stupid and not good enough

I hate you for making me hate myself for not looking like the typical UHS girl: naturally beautiful, skinny, tall and of course smart

I hate you for rubbing it in my face the fact that you got a 98% and I didn't

I hate you for not helping me be a better person when I needed help and didn't know it

I hate you for having that one boy I liked, like you

I hate you for being the most talented person I've met while I have 0 talents

I hate you for making every one so proud when all I wish for is to make my parents proud --- your parents must be so proud

I hate you because you'll always be better than I am

I hate you for bragging about yourself, because I have nothing to brag about

I hate you because everything in life comes easy for you

I hate you for having white parents that understand what goes on at school... Or just understand English in general

I hate you because you don't have to worry about your responsibilities and deadlines as well as translating to your parents their responsibilities and deadlines and keeping track

I hate you because you don't have that extra stress put on your back

That was the straw that once broke the camel’s back; and I'm the camel

I hate you because it feels like I've done everything you've done times 2 yet you're still superior

I hate you because you knew where you were going in life far before I even discovered a map

I hate you for having people that guide and support you while I just have support not guidance

I hate you for knowing not to make the mistakes I've made and I hate you because you don't have to work twice as hard just to fix them

I hate myself for not being all those things you all are

Despite the fact that you all make me feel like complete trash, worthless and unwanted

I love you all... And I thank you all

I thank you for scoring higher therefore pushing me to do better

I thank you for accomplishing so many wonderful things inspiring me to do the same

I thank you for being the guidance I never had

I thank you for your help

I thank you for proving the point "if she can do it, so can you"

I thank you for being part of the reason that I am so into school and being productive

I thank you for helping form the person I am today

I thank you for your insults and for looking down on me, it only motivated me to work harder

I thank you for everything, because you all are the reason I am what I am

You all are the reason I struggle so much, but that makes me appreciate my accomplishments even more

I thank you for making me feel worthless; I will prove you I am not.

Thank you for everything