I walk down memory lane

I remember you next to me

I remember the times we would talk and laugh

I remember when your smile escaped butterflies in my stomach

I remember the way your eyes sparkled when we talked about our favorite things

I remember when suddenly you turned to me and smiled and I noticed I loved you

I remember the feeling of floating, wrapped around in your love

I remember dreaming and wishing the feeling of your lips

But I also remember the day you pointed her out

I remember you doing anything you could to get her attention

I remember you talking about her with that sparkle in your eyes

I remember her interested but also interested in others

I remember the empty feeling I got when I thought of you

I remember being there when she told you got got boring

I remember being by your side when you broke down

I remember I heard the sound of your heart breaking

I remember you changed just like that

I remember you didn't want to talk anymore

I remember the way played with the other girls' hearts

I remember trying to bring you back

But I also remember that day you cam to my house

I remember you told me that you didn't like the new you

I remember laying down on my bed next to you as you apologized

And I remember when you turned to face me and kissed me

But I also remember noticing that I didn't love you anymore, the person you had become

I remember pushing you away and telling you to stop

I remember how you quickly got up and tole me it was a mistake

I remember the way you told me I was just a distraction, something to please you

I remember you walking out that door

And I remember sinking down on my bed feeling so hollowed out, so empty

I remember crying, crying for the person you once were

The one I use to love.