i really did love you and i’m trying not to hate you
I have decided to stop looking at what we had from the end. I am no longer seeing us as the countless nights I have spent drowning in the terrifying thoughts you left me in.
Instead, I have decided to look at the beginning. The thoughts of those first months where we were so hopelessly in love but too afraid to say it are the thoughts I focus on now.
The thoughts of us slowly unbecoming strangers have left me no longer bitter.
This poem is about:
Me