I need to Breath
We're light years away
I know that's such a cliche
But there is no other way to say
How far apart we've grown
How now I feel so alone
And we were once as close as two stitches crocheted
But now we can barely look each other in the eye.
In our mouthes was a sour taste
I watched you wap a sheet around your waste
I felt my heart falter, I braced
Myself and prepared for the blow
You started acting like a silent crow
And slowly we were but attatched by a paste
So now we can barely look each other in the eye
Our bodies are so far away
The depression in the bed where our bodies once lay
Together now seemed like too much space
I wanted and still do
To say those three tarnished words to you
But if I do, the last bend will break
And we will never be able to look each other in the eye
From the beginning of our lustful hate we were distant
Treating our relationship as a lent
From reality holding ourselves so we wouldn't wind up bent
And it's true, this was never about sex
It was about three words that could never be said
Every day I have the urge to repent
We both had a ridiculous thought
That if our bodies intertwined and brought
What the other person ought
To need that maybe it wouldn't matter
If we could never bring our eyes to meet
I'm left muttering four stained words, "I need to breath"