I Must Follow
The bell I must follow to class down the hall
The directions I must follow so I do not lose my way
The schedule I must follow so I meet state requirements
The teacher I must follow to complete my assignment
The template I must follow to suppress individuality
The powerpoint I must follow to fill in the blanks
The conselor I must follow as she asks about college
The guidance I must follow if my future is to have any hope
The application I must follow to appease the opinions of others
The stress I must follow so I do not fall behind
Why must I follow? Do my feelings and opinions matter?
A toxic mentality
A one size fits all approach
An abandonement of creativity
A loss of innoncence
A lurking sense of inadequacy
All coupled by depressive thoughts
It took time to recognize that there is more to life than success
It is common to feel trapped in the game of pride or dissapointment
Now I understand that growing up means growing stronger
Standing up for myself and my mental health
Happiness matters most