I let go ,,
of the pain ,of the shame ,😔
I let go of thinking what people think
of what people will say
will they like it if I do this 🥺
ofcourse they won't appreciate 😏,
will they approve me?🥺
I let go of putting everyone else first 🙂
of putting my emotions in line , when no one cares 🙄
I let go,,😌 I finally did

I took control of my life ,
I finally make decisions for myself ,
I love how this new found life feels like ,,,
FREEDOM ,,
I love how I'm happy without trying so hard
how did I not know this ,,
how did no one tell me about this
was everyone gatekeeping this from me
or do they not know how it feels ,,
if they don't then I'll tell them
everything I know about this life ...
but I'll remind them to love themselves ,,
because only we can love ourselves in the way we want to be loved 😉