I hate myself now.

I hate to look in the mirror.

I hate to see myself smile or feel loved or want something more.

I hate myself now.

I hate the person I’ve become.

Am I a person or a monster?

You are the judge.

I hate myself now.

I hate that I have what others don’t.

I hate that I enjoy it.

I shouldn’t have it all.

I hate myself now.

I hate that I want to live.

I hate that I feel happy.

I hate that I finally feel ok.

4-6-2017