I fear that I'm too inadequate I fear my hearts too pure I fear my soul is too unique I fear these because he used to Shine light on my insecurities So I figured maybe i wasn't worth it Maybe I should stop chasing you because.. Because you don't want what my pureness can offer.. You just want toxic relations.. Relations were loving you is definitely wrong The relations were someone will always.. Always end up getting hurt. That person is Usually always me Because I can't understand how I want you so much.. But you only want me for a later moment. I'd just hope you'd look at me and realize.. You need me but since that's never gonna happen I'll just watch you smile with her.. I could never forget about the "Fake happy" Because I was satisfied with it and you obviously Will never understand that seeing you with Her is slowly breaking me.