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I Don't think I loved you
I don't think i loved you when I first met you.
I know some people may think it it's dumb,
but I lusted for you before i loved you.
I thought you were like the rest,
Cheap and weak,
Like a junkie looking for there next fix,
or an animal in heat.
You had this air around you of a God,
And i was a willing worshipper of this dinity.
With each move you made,
and each sound that came from your lips,
I was sucked deeper into your spell.
I don't think I loved you when we went on the rest of our dates.
I think i was planning on how to run actually.
I didn't want to fall for you,
Because I had before.
Looking back now, i think you knew that.
You held my hand when i pushed you away.
You made me laugh when all i want to do was cry.
You just made me feel like I could fight an army and come out unhurt.
I definitely didn't love you after ourr first fight.
You just had to be a butt.
I told you that i loved you,
and you had to just point out my past.
And I know i could have been the bigger person then,
But i couldn't.
Literally, you are taller than I am,
and also that's not my style.
So I recited yours on a stage.
And after a few weeks,
You came back with red tulips,
because you know i hate roses.
I think I loved you after we made it a year,
We worked together,
We laugh and learned about each other.
and even though I still need a lot of work,
but you did too,
Our puzzle pieces fit the other.
i know i love you when i wrote this.
I don't know if we'll make it to three years,
Or if we'll make it to thirty,
but i don't care,
Because, right now,
i love you.