Where did it all begin  

oh...thats right it started October 19 2015

the day that we first saw each other

I didnt see you but you saw me

months after you approached me 

i didnt know who you were

We talked you got my numberthe same day

Later that night around 12 i think i hit the light to say goodnight to the world

you texted saying you were going to commit suicide

i know all to well how much it felt to be depressed

i tried to calm you down you would´nt listen

I asked for your address i told you i was calling the cops, you didnt want that you didnt want to get your mom upset 

so i  said whats going to make her more upset you dead or the cops helping you

After that night you didnt want to talk about it 

I agreed

Nights after you told me that you liked me 

but i didnt have feelings for you

My mother warned me that night not to break your heart

But i did anyway

When i fell in love with D.L

You saw that i asked i denied for all those who asked

I denied that we were dating not wanting to  get us both in trouble for he did the same

The rules out of all of them i hated the no dating one

Months passed you got a girlfriend that was jealous of me 

you showed her off to make me jealous

i didnt care

when you got in a fight with her i was there comforting you

I shouldnt have for i became your side

at first i didnt mind but later o couldnt stand it not keeping your heart as soley ine i wanted you but as a play thing

but now you have someone else

i was shocked  i never thought that you would get over me but you did

Im relieved for because of that it helped me get over my relationship in the past and move forward

for now i have a star of my own who i like

And im not letting go of it

for its my only hope now