I Don't Get It

Why can't you find good in me?
Why do you have me decide on something, but later blame me?
Why do you find joy in hurting me?
Why can't you at times commend me?
Why don't you tell me you love me?
Why aren't you proud of me?
Why can't you see how you treat me?
Why can't you care about me?

You can show love to others
You can find good in others
You can love others
You can offer help to others
You can be proud of others
You can care about others
You can listen to others
And you make time for others

But not me? Why not?
What's wrong with me?
I don't get it.
I want to understand,

Sincerely, Invisible