I’ve been thinking,

I’ve been thinking for forever.

Forever since my eyes met you.

That’s the moment I knew.

Movies.

You know the ones I love so much?

Am I crazy for thinking that kind of love doesn’t only exist behind screens or only on cameras?

TrueLove.

Because I think I found it, Thanks to

You.

You showed me love, something my father never did.

 It’s real because I felt it, I still do.

In a million years I could never fully explain the way my heart and mind adores you.

Everything within me loves everything about you.

Everything about me wants to involve you.

I can’t date,

 It’s impossible

I can’t feel what I felt

I’ve tried and I’ve failed.

I can’t think of being with someone else other than you

And I don’t want to think of my future without you, with no us.

I’ve gone away, I’ve done a lot of thinking, I’ve done a lot of learning and I finally got it all right

I choose you.

I’m face down trapped in love, with you.