I can’t help on feeling lost. Even though everyone around me is happy. I can’t help on not feeling guilty. Even though all she does is love me. I can’t help feeling sad. Even though everyone says “ You look fine.” I can’t feel the emotions in me.   I’m frustrated alright!  My scary thoughts sound just like the people around me. Have so much to do but so little time. Don’t think I can make it, the life in me is escaping like sand escaping through my hands.  Got so much to live for they tell me But, I don’t have the one thing I need most. I can’t help on feeling lost