I am a person; I am me

Thu, 06/26/2014 - 01:54 -- Myreli

People have mistaken my gender for who knows how long. Ever since i started exploring myself it has gotten better with friends but worse with my family. It's hard to explain to a family with sex roles, Like Boys are suppose to be boys and grow up to be men and girls to be girls and grow up to become a woman.


But it had to be the youngest of two familys to screw things up, me. I guess you can say i'm the little black lamb in the entire hoard of my familys white lambs.


I like to be amongst Friends and family, It means a lot to me. I try my hardest to show I'm there for people by offering loyalty. I tend to have different personalities. I can be very outgoing, funny and boisterous one minute then turn around and become antisocial, moody and shy. I am me.

I don't play when it comes to my loved ones; they are my treasure. i become very attached and will often worry. I don't play for what i aspire to do.


I cover up my feelings a lot because i really hate being a burden or be a burden.But my actions tend to give me up, i can't deny the fact i'm hurting. I wish my family would stop thinking i'm in need of special attention. The kind of attention i really want are hugs, kisses and genuine affection. I care about love. I'm fragile and require a lot of tender loving care. Money is a nice touch for me, but at the depts of my heart, i long for something special and irreplacable. I want someone to light my fire. I like a wow factor, without it love is a very little interest.


I'm good at being a shoulder to cry on or lean on; i tend to listen well and good sound advice.I'm good at coming up with creative ideas; most will have a ton of things i'd like to do. I'm great at showing my generosity; i guess you can say i have a heart of gold. and i'm good at making friends wherever i go. I am me.


I guess you can say i'm a great talker. Attractive,maybe. Passionate, definatly. Laid back, usually happy but when unhappy i usually tend to be grouchy and childish. My problem becomes everyones problem. I can be very predictable and tend to be Monotonous. I know how to have fun. I'm good at almost anything. I'm outgoing, down to earth, addictive, loud and i like to be in long relationships. I'm rare to find, good when found and not a nice person to be messed with. My gender does not have to do with anything, so what if i'm a girl who likes to wear boys clothing.  So what if people see me as a discrimination, a tranny, a genderqueer.etc etc. I don't care, I am a person, I am me.



Additional Resources

Get AI Feedback on your poem

Interested in feedback on your poem? Try our AI Feedback tool.


If You Need Support

If you ever need help or support, we trust CrisisTextline.org for people dealing with depression. Text HOME to 741741