I Always Ruin Stuff
I forget about God
It's something that I do
I forget that I was made from hot friction with the smell of cheap perfume
In the air, you stare
You didn't hear a word
You forget I was made for you
You're looking at her
And you're laughing at her jokes
You're not even funny
But it's hard to see clearly when your eyes keep running
My clothes rub me wrong and my makeups a mess
I can't find the courage to get out of bed
I saw my own death, I saw it in a dream
My dad was crying cause he couldn't save me
I don't own people that don't use me
They like to squeeze the tenderness out of the things they can't be.