Surrounding and covering me

Nudging my mind

Calling, whispering all around me

The horrible what ifs

Tying to drive my mind to insanity

Begging me to just let go

That it wont hurt

But I resist

Resist the temptation of falling further into darkness

after all

I am already holding the thread

The small silvery thread 

that leads to the surface

My thread of hope

Hope that I will not give up

For if  I can gather my strength

I will make it out

Of this dark hole

Into the sunlight into my freedom

So I will hold

Hold onto my thread of hope