How should I really feel 

 Why the hell can't we get along I am

sick of all this fighting all we are doing is tearing one another apart

how should I really feel

when there's love but no trust I don't want this 

relationship to be given up on 

but everyday it seems like it's getting harder to hold on 

how should I really feel 

lost because you wasn't there to find me I had high hopes

but you knocked me down when part of me was hanging on the ropes

and you ask me how do I feel 

so I said I feel like drinking and took a couple shots and stumbled out the door

but i didnt get far never drink with a broken heart then drive while it's dark because you will become numb ant death shall follow