All my life I just wanted to create

I have always thought that to be a valuable trait

 

So here I am after nearly 18 years

And I have finally found something to be after all the sweat and tears

 

What I want to do with my life is design

It has always been a passion of mine

 

There are many things involved to reach this goal

But I believe the outcomes are good for the soul

 

I’ll need the education, and with that I will struggle

I don’t have much support, so that is just one more thing to juggle

 

But I know if I keep moving and don’t lose all hope 

Then eventually I can live and not just cope

 

I’ll have roadblocks all around, outside and personal

My biggest concern are the ones that are internal

 

I am no stranger to self-deprecation

I can assure you, it is not a pleasant sensation

 

But no matter what, I have to keep moving on

Because one day, I will be happy before I am gone