I lay awake at night wondering if anyone could love someone like me.
Someone so vulnerable , so weak , and unselfish.
Could I ever make someone feel the way I want to feel , see the way I want to see and hear the things that should be heard.
Am i trapped from all the bad ive done in the past. Countless nights I lay awake wondering what if I won first place?  Why do I always lose the race?  Lied to ? Should i just embrace? That I will Never be good enough..Not good enough for you...not good for enough no one.. I'm just a hopeless romantic living for nothing and thats just the case.  

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