Holding The Pain Within.
(Verse 1)
I tried my best
But it was never good enough_, for anyone at all
Bust my ass to do something right
It wasn't 100 percent perfectly done correctly
Turn around and face that wall
(Bridge)
Heard her voice like a boot camp leader every day
Screaming and calling me names, it was always that way
Wasn't allowed to show no tears, no sad look on my face
Crying was a bad thing
Tears only meant that leather belt coming off that waist
Just to be hit again
Must hide my tears, must not let them win
(Chorus)
"Oh stop puttin' on that show
You'd better not cry
Unless you need me to give you a reason to
You'd better wipe those eyes
You know better than to throw a fit
That's all that is when you get upset
And you know you'd better stop that shit
Or else you'll be slapped and hit"
These words still echo in my head
These are the things that were said
So before the tears would begin
I'd start holding the pain within
So I wouldn't get punished again
(Verse 2)
I learned to silence my pain
Blocking the tears from falling like rain
But I was a broken hearted misfit and I still am
It seems like I still catch hell when I try to do the best I can
Cause my best is never good enough and it will never be
No matter how good I try to do things
It's never good enough to everyone else
Even if it's good enough for me
And it seems like trouble and anger is all I seem to bring
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I am
Born a child of the damned
(Guitar Solo)
(Repeat Bridge)
(Repeat Chorus)
(Verse 3)
No mistakes
Can't mess up at all
Must be perfect
No mistakes, no matter how small
You'd better get everything right
I won't put up with that shit
Can't go one day without causing a fight
(Interlude)
(Repeat Bridge)
(Repeat Chorus)
(Coda).