my first true love was an online relationship,
he was older and more experienced in every way.
we met on a game and instantly clicked,
it didn't take very long until we were talking every day.
i just peaked as a teenager, with acne and high school,
while he was almost an adult and super cool.
he could drive a car and go wherever he wanted,
i was stuck with bus rides and just getting started.
we broke up after sixth months,
he wanted to stay friends but i said no and blocked him.
i broke both of our hearts at once,
and my world was grim.
i think about him from time to time, almost three years later,
he was my only love, but i know our lives are now greater.