Hiding My Heart
Close my eyes to see if I can hide for a while
From everything I’ve seen and said and done
But hiding in the darkness doesn’t extinguish the light
That hunts for me and finds the darkest shadows of my heart
In these places are the secrets that I hold
The quiet late night tears
The truth is a painful one that doesn’t care
For the broken shield I put up around my heart
The light that searches for the truth
Seeks to obliterate the sheltering shadows
That protect the peace within my soul
When I close my eyes tight against the light
I forget I have to close my heart as well
But it gets lonely around here
And so I set out again to replace cracks with fissures
And I fail to hide from the light