Here
I'm headed straight for the floor
don't wanna fight anymore
I'm tired of giving my all
of pushing past these walls
I can't give in
and can't give up
but every second
feels like agony
my head is collapsing
under the pressure
I'm caving in
I don't know what I'm doing
I have no real friends
just longing for something that could be
everything hurts
and i want to cry
i want to d i e
but who the fuck cares, right?
I am just another face among faces
nobody important
not going to chage the world
just going to sit in bed and cry
sit and contemplate
should i take my life
Am I doomed to be another product
of lack of work
and giving up
no matter what I do
I
Feel
Stuck
I won't always feel as such
but wished I never knew
what corrupted my bloodline
and made me worship you
I
am
Tired
My head is weary
I need rest
my eyelids are peeled open
by nicotine and caffeine
and as decided by my god
I won't sleep until I'm dead