this heart is not a home
this house is like an empty shaft,
a cocoon when the butterfly has left.
i am waiting, staring at the floor.
[did anyone ever live here before?]
this house has walls of sand and stone,
crumbling holes where punches were thrown.
these rooms are excuses for black holes.
[did this house ever support a soul?]
and where did the occupants go?
'in this house,' they say, 'she walks the halls,
she tries to fit the spaces between the walls.
she walks the corridors alone.'
[and this house is not a home.]
there are webs and spiders in the corners,
along the house's lonely borders.
you can hear its creaking in the night.
[there must have been quite the fight.]
and why does no one listen to its plight?
there are echoes off the walls,
there are endless, endless halls.
in this house there's not a soul.
[you are left out in the cold.]
trapped in this house, i await,
some sort of way i can escape.
locked in this house, i've lost the key.
[we are trapped inside of me.]
and just what is it that you can't see?
in this house, the walls stained red,
you can see the blood of the dead.
in this house you're all alone.
[and this heart is not a home.]