Understand that i been through pain i can't explain..

like losing friends that i loved.

now they choose to not hang with me.

do i care? nah

fuck that.

got some new friends on my hand.

so give me a chance to heal it all.

i feel the beat to a song when it tells me all i been through.

Understand i lost it all, i lost my smile, my will.

don't have enough to tell you im scared. 

heal me i say. 

Understand this : i been through more crazy shit than you!

because the ones i loved cared for are dead to me.

the ones i smiled cry and laughed with.. " dead "

did i care? nah.

fuck it all.

i wish i could heal it all.

understand that the ones who i loved, i hate it all.

the things i love i hate. 

understand i lost my friends i laughed with.

it doesn't make sense. heal me, i will heal it all.

understand that i wish it all back. heal me please...