You had one chance to love her and make her yours but you screwed it up, you screwed everything up because that was the only thing you knew how to do. Her love is like an angel and she will always be watching over you, even if you have put her through hell. If you stumble across her, then you're the lucky one. You will never find another girl like her.

She has died a thousand times for you baby, so won't you die just once for her?