Half Moon Bay
I remember when you and your friends first met us
At Half Moon Bay
You stood out the most in my opinion
The water hit just below your torso
The small ying yang tattoo on your chest had little dragons imprinted into your skin
The thin beard you were clearly growing out suited you
Your neatly sculpted hair that seemed to never move a muscle begged for my hands to test that theory
What really caught my eyes, even past my tented aviators, was the familiarity about you
I've seen you before
Walking past with just a glimpse but enough to remember
Just another attraction I knew I couldn't have
However, that never seems to stop me
I never paid much attention to your friends
I frankly only wanted yours
When you subtly mentioned your girlfriend from back home, I'll admit,
it was disappointing
But that didn't mean I couldn't imagine
Being surrounded by the clearest ocean
A slight breeze so lifting along with the fresh sea and foreign land
I began to fall in love with you
I didn't think much about it because this has happened before
Being alone for so long, I begin to fall in love with everyone
A stranger walking past me down the street,
I might fall in love with the way they walk
Or the way one drives past me playing a nice song
I sometimes even fall in love if one is sitting at a table, eating their lunch with so much concentration
it's unnoticed by everyone
Except for me
I fall in love with strangers I don't even know
I imagine a life with each of them
The different paths I would take for them
With some, I was a housewife
taking care of our four children, cooking, cleaning,
waiting for my stranger to come home to me
Others, I was on the road
breathing in different airs
seeing the Grand Canyon, hearing my memorable melody of wind
wishing I could just float on all of Earth's horizons
But with you, my old stranger
I can see both
A life that satisfies my thirst for running
as well as a life of eternal love
Why is that?
I thought I could control those thoughts
Embedding them deep in my mind
I thought I could control it when you kissed me on the boat
I thought I could control it when you broke up with your girl from back home
I could barely control it on our first date
But now, it's unbearable
Knowing you is making me fall
As if I've finally hatched in my nest, the last to waken
Set foot on the edge looking out towards the world ahead of me
Greenery surrounding me
The beauty of the forest engulfing every part of me
I set out to fly
But only to perish on the ground below
Withering into the soil I now call my home waiting for my death
I thought this would never last for so long
Maybe it's real
So here I am falling for you, old stranger
and like my complex soul, it is never a simple love
because you feel nothing for me
You are still unhatched, waiting for the day you fly away from me
leaving me to the soil in the forest
How was I to know you could do this to me?
How was I to know that the first kiss we shared would sit deeper in my heart?
How was I to know the ocean and air that surrounded us was a warning?
How was I to know this would all begin,
at Half Moon Bay