Gun to my head by: Luis V

Gun to my head by: Luis V

Gun to my head, I start to cry

Because I’m afraid I’ll lose my life

I ask the person whos pointing the gun to my head

Why are you doing this?

He says because it's about that time you join lizzy 

I told him I don't want to join her not now, not ever

I want to live my life 

I want to stop being in my thoughts about lizzy 

I want to forget her

I just want to move on and be happy 

So I tell you right now 

Get the fuck out of my house and put that gun down

Because I have a gun of my own

He says oh yeah where is it 

And then he turns his head to the right 

He says my gun pointed at his head

He said when did you get that gun

I told him not to worry about it the point is I got it

 So leave or I will shoot you down

I have so much anger if I shoot once I will shoot multiple times

I had this anger with me since I was a little boy

Now tell me do you want to die 

Or do you want to live

He told me I’ll take my chances to die 

But you have to remember you don’t have the balls to shoot me down

Like you did back in the day

I remember that one time where you mind had defense 

And you shot everybody that tried to trespass

But remember that was the old you 

That was the you who wasn’t a softy 

Look at you now your a fucking softy 

You lost those pair of balls you had to shoot a gun

Hell you haven’t picked a up a gun since then remember that 

So you don't have the balls to shoot me now do you?

That may be true I haven't picked up a gun since then

That may ture I’ve gone soft

I've come to my senses and realize that I am a softy

Nothing can change that

Doesn't mean I won’t shoot you

So get out or die

He left 

But then he pulled the trigger

The bullet hit my stomach

I see myself bleeding to death

But at my final moments I shoot him 

I see the bullet and it hits him in the chest

His final words were 

So you still have balls to shoot a gun.

I see the angel that was on my right shoulder return

He heals me and tells me 

Everything is going to be ok so don’t worry you won't be dying today.

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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