growing up
being a teenager is hard
for the reasons that everyone knows, obviously
like school, falling out of love, making decisions
but also the little things you loose from your childhood
reading a book and being so engrossed you stay up all night
being excited for a field trip the next day and having the time of your life
not worrying about what you were going to do in class
listening to sad songs and not understanding how they made you feel
i dont want to grow up
no one really does
i dont want to have to write a paper because it’ll get me into college
find my way home with my keys in my hands so i don’t get hurt
worry about how my parents are doing
these are things i cant handle on my own right now
how do people do this
how do people make it through this