Going through changes


i lost my grandmother, its lie i lost the world.

she saw the good in me to her i was the perfect girl. 

i cried alone its like i still cant believe it, 

one day shes here then shes gone left me speechless

they said that cancer went and spread to her brain

my mom called me crying so i started going insane, because see

she was my biggest fan sort of like a role model 

told me if i  worked hard then good things would sure follow

and i believed it, because i belived in you

the whole thing was just  a nightmare that came true

never thought id see the day that i would lose you 

so when that day came i shut down like what am i to do 

i cant stand tall i've just lost my backbone 

called up to god and he gave me the dial tone

i still smile even though you're with your child now

try to stay strong and it seems that i forgot how.


no amount of tears could ever wash the pain away

i'll say my prayers at night in hopes to see a brighter day

feels like i lost it all going through these changs 

i'm trying to find my sanity then maintain it 

Guide that inspired this poem: 




Additional Resources

Get AI Feedback on your poem

Interested in feedback on your poem? Try our AI Feedback tool.


If You Need Support

If you ever need help or support, we trust CrisisTextline.org for people dealing with depression. Text HOME to 741741