Going through changes
i lost my grandmother, its lie i lost the world.
she saw the good in me to her i was the perfect girl.
i cried alone its like i still cant believe it,
one day shes here then shes gone left me speechless
they said that cancer went and spread to her brain
my mom called me crying so i started going insane, because see
she was my biggest fan sort of like a role model
told me if i worked hard then good things would sure follow
and i believed it, because i belived in you
the whole thing was just a nightmare that came true
never thought id see the day that i would lose you
so when that day came i shut down like what am i to do
i cant stand tall i've just lost my backbone
called up to god and he gave me the dial tone
i still smile even though you're with your child now
try to stay strong and it seems that i forgot how.
no amount of tears could ever wash the pain away
i'll say my prayers at night in hopes to see a brighter day
feels like i lost it all going through these changs
i'm trying to find my sanity then maintain it