I don't mind sitting alone, I don't mind those awkward silent monents, I don't mind those stares. I will not approach you, I refuse to smile at you or look in your direction or give you my attention- you do not deserve it anymore. I can't believe I was blinded before! Can't you see that I am not your slave, apart of your possey, your sad puppy. we were never friends. All you did was use me and make yourself feel better and look better with me by your side. Why must you taunt me wherever I go? I will not let you win and I am not earasing those memories and experience and starting from scratch.