Your words run through my veins 

“I miss it when it rains”

And the affection that you gave 

And love that did fade 

The amount of insecurity that I held 

Dropped on my skin like a vail 

Like a bride dress closed on my skin 

Just like the laugh on your face that did shrink 

I fucked up many times before but I still try 

To make it work and I am embarrassed 

At the thought if fucking everything up again 

And at the thought  of you not loving me at the end