There's a difference between us, it obvious to see
But there's no one better for you than me
I understand I'm young but it's what I can believe
I'll say what I can, since you like to read
I will make sure you know what I think of you
The only thing I want is to tell you is what's true
What's first is how I feel, the thing that won't die
Is the wonder that I always see looking in your eyes
I get lost in them and I can't find my way back
I can't find my way back to reality, but I peek through a crack
I see reality again, but still can not escape
I don't want to in any way, form or shape
The only time I have ever wanted to become lost
I just look in her eyes, no matter the cost
Then the feeling I get on that rare occasion
And suddenly my heart stops at the invasion
When I somehow, some way have your hand in mine
In that very moment could be the stopping of time
In that very moment when everything stops
It doesn't matter what it says on the clocks
Because I could spend an eternity right here
It's the greatest feeling I have had, something I hold dear
As I wrap you up from behind, your warm hands meet my arms
I start to tremble at the feeling, the swarm
The greatest feeling I ever could imagine
I only want to hold you closer, in this same fashion
As every moment slips through my hands I can't bear
That time keeps on moving, the smell of your hair
The feel of your fingertips, the sharing of something mutual
An affection, that new and strange and unusual
What's not obvious, is the sting of the moment
I must disengage the gaze, leave my heart that's been stolen
When we must go our separate ways
Though I can't see you in my mind you stay
The dream of you cannot measure to the reality
It's never the same, not just with technicality
I can't imagine the beauty or grace or your wonder
Trying to breathe but I keep slipping under
You take my breath away when I think of it
The word that I dream of finding, I'm on the brink of it
It won't escape my lips for today
But to let you know somehow, some way
And wonder and think if you feel this way too
I don't want to ask but if only I knew
My feelings would be at rest and insured
But it's a word with strong meaning, and I'm not self assured
I'm scared if the outcome, I'm scared of the future
But with every time I see you another fixed suture
From some break in the past, a cut in my heart
When it was one hit from falling apart
You put it back together, and let me feel strong
You listened and cared to why I felt wrong
You are the reason I get up every morning
The first thing I think of, leaves me I stead of mourning
When I had to leave everything behind
You became my everything, the one thing always on my mind
The second thing that is true, and I swear that it is
Its a promise that I will keep, as I will stay committed
This is a heavy promise but believe me when I say it
Trust me to want you, to your heart please take it
I will never break your heart, I will never hurt you
As this heart can make this promise to only a few
It will never change, I could never hurt you, the way I feel will never become faded
Just as long as I know that you are frustrated.
In my heart of hearts I will always hold you close
Hold you hand when you need it, no fake, no pose
No face out of clay, no cover, just me
A "romantic dork" and a fool, bit willing to wait and see...