We don't talk about how I cried myself to sleep for months

We don't talk about how I didn't want to live any more

We don't talk about how I couldn't have children

We don't talk about how I was put on Anti-Depressants because the doctors didn't believe me 

We don't talk about how my mom almost had me commited to a pysch ward

We don't talk about the pain I go through everyday

We don't talk about how I envy you right now 

We don't talk about how my Dad is ashamed of me

We don't talk about how depressed I was

So what  do we talk about?