I had put myself  head first into a relationship

i loved him, passionately

i trusted him, severly

i couldn't think of anyone better to be with; than him

but then he walked away and left me like a grain in the sand

forgotten, useless, like ive i disappeared

but u wouldnt care, its not what i feared

i thought he loved me, i guess i lied

cos he never did, so i cried

After that, i couldnt open up to anyone

i couldn't believe anyone

i couldn't forgive anyone,

i couldn't love anyone.

until u came along.

my heart opened up

and i can breathe again

i can feel again.

i can love again.

my world had changed, i had changed.

i was happier, with smiles cheek to cheek.

Then like everyone else, you walked out.

you walked away, the same way he did.

well, thats what i thought.

you were always there, you came straight back

i was sorry, i was pleading for forgiveness.

you said it was ok, i was ok, we were ok.

it just...wasnt the same.

you were different, like you didnt care

you constantly said you were busy,

or you just wasnt active.

it isnt love, its an obsession. i have been left so many times.

if i let you go you will leave

denying the times i ask to meet up

making excuses, making up lies

saying its going to be cold

when actually, its 17°c

but then i get freedom now