1-14-13  I keep watching the world on the wrong axisTilting towards the sun like we can't stop it Hearing our own heart beat - listening to the last breatheWe are the blame the cause of our own deathSharpening own blade , pour gasoline on homesTake a bullet to the heart sacrifice out own Dig up our own graves carve out inscriptionsFor our tombstones & a grave yards description Holy water has flipped forms into fireCausing death to become the massive desireWe gamble cheat murder -sin against the truthUntil we reach a base where's there's more blood & a new bruise Red pill blue pill one bullet two See those graves - they aren't for youBecause he already carried his cross - already payed the costWhy r we acting like we r the ones who lostWe soak ourselves in pity guilty lies & sinBut then we forget that we r forgiven His blood was the sacrifice that he gave up He died upon a wooden cross jus b/c of loveU see love conquered all took down that stone wall And paved his path when he awoke 3 days laterThey now know he defeated death & He is Savior His name arose from the hill to the peAk of heavens gates& his fathers throneGod is proving his love & we r not alone He understands we r humans bound to sin & to mistake against himBut what he needs you to realize is that u can be forgiven He is still using u , as u r just as u plannedU r roaming the universe he still has planted in his handsHe is silently observing you waiting for u to put down that gun , replace that weapon with a bibleThat thing u call swag for something that makes u liableTime is ticking the road shortening but he will still be waiting right here in heaven He wants u to know that u r forgivenBut he need to reach the inside of UR heart & gently take it apart in order for u to realize that in his eyes you r much more in his life You r needed - need to stop , need to drop , need to understand That in his plan Even mixed up with all this sin That u r forgiven