I miss you and I hate myself for that

I'm suppose to bemoving on

You made me so insecure

You cut me deeper than anyone else

Than myself

I love you and I need to stop

I should hate you but I don't

I can't

I could never, despite all you've done

You asked so much from me

And I so little

I chaged for you

I neve needed you to

You held the last piece left

You then cushed it and threw it away

You stole the love I saved for myself

And as you gave it to somebody else

I watched and accepted it all

It was never me

I was used by you

I knew it all along

I had refused to accept it

But now I do

This hole will never be replaced

Yet if I had the chace

I would do it all again

I love you...Forever and ever