Fadeaway
you were fond of me.
the doors you opened the blankets you gave
you found a part of me that i no longer knew existed
my broken heart had once been healed again
with the love you gave the smiles that fade
it hit me like a train
that i had not seen coming
you made me so happy, as if the pain was all numbing
but you run back to her, and it all became a blur
the hurt regained , and there the pain became
you turned so shallow
acting as a dark shadow
popping in as he pleased
but i ran back always,
like a phone that needed to be retrieved
playing cat and mouse
breaking my heart all over
as if i couldn’t feel the pain coming closer and closer
you say we can be friends, but i don’t see that happening
like your love didn’t feel so abandoning
i had learned to love you
but i felt so blue
my love for you never died, no matter the times i’ve cried
i could feel it every time, even if you lied
i think i’m stuck on the memories
maybe even the luxuries
of what we had to ignore
a different person than before
i still love you to my core
but here i lay, wishing you would stay
just watching our love, fade away.