Never did I think my mind would change on me

That everything I thought was true was purely my naivety

And all I ever hoped for I had but was destroyed by me

Never did I think that I would be my own enemy

That everything I held close would eventually abandon me

And all I ever dreamed of was as far away as an eternity

Never did I think I'd escape from that absurdity

That everything I fought against could be reconciled within me

And all the scars I acquired contain an abstract beauty

Never did I think I'd learn to love my own enemy