theres this open void within me
ive tried to fill it with so many things
but i swear nothin seems to work
i try to glut my self with new ideas,
projects,
activities
but nothing seems to work i cant get my ming off of it
i need something in my life if onyl i knew
i dont think this is about love or hatred
no no no
this is something else i belive this is about stress
i need to calm down or else ill have a stroke
im worried about my family
my sports,school,education,home
a home in which i might not have, i cant stand this i hate this
why cant you jsut make it all better
oh god please why help me please god help me
hep me with this void with this emptiness