These emotions have got me so confused
One day I'm wondering if what I'm feeling is real
the next I feel like I'm being abused
I've been stuck in this cycle that leads me to feel
pain, hurt, distance, I haven't felt in years
the second I feel I'm about to move on
I see you again and ask myself why I want to be strong
Because loving you is habit, loving you seems right
Yes we fought and yes we would fight but I want to fight for what feels right
you and I both know the path that is truly right
but why take this path if it only leads to the night
the sunset of a love so deep, of a love I wouldve done anything to keep
your point of view is different than mine
so hard to accept you don't want me this time
fuck what is right if it feels so wrong
I know you think this will make you strong, if you don't open up, if you keep it bottled up, locked in a cage
but I promise it will only turn into pure rage
you're speaking the truth about us now
how we shouldn't, cant, won't turn back around
part of me, a lot of me, wishes it wasn't true
because even though some part of me wants to move on
all I can keep thinking of is me and you
the step into the future you keep saying we need to take
I honestly can't tell if it's real or fake
one step forward, four steps back
because all I come back to is thinking how much I want you back